This blog is dedicated to my handsome, manly, cool, intelligent, sexy cousin. Have you lacked faith in Sai? Let me tell you, i have plenty of experience in this field. I have lacked faith many times. I have called for his help but he has not replied me. Sometimes i feel i am alone facing it. Baba said in times of difficulties, he will carry us on his shoulders right? I often doubt that.
As you know i have plenty of problems if i want to start worrying about them. I have school problems, result problems, relationship problems, career problems, personality problems and even attitude problem! I went for Anil Kumar's talk yesterday about Sai Youth. If you do Sai's work, he will take care of your everything, school work, family, career and even marriage! Please go and think about how you got your pilot training! Trust him. Anil Kumar gave many examples of how our beloved Sai took care of his pupils (Prashanti Boys) and you know he is omnipresent. He presents himself whenever the divine name is sung. Singing bhajans doesn't mean you get the rhythmn correct nor the perfect tone. Wrong! You are a lousy singer unless you sing with Bhava (feeling). When tears of Bhakti (devotion) rolls down your eyes, that is Bhakti love. Baba said when you shed a tear of devotion, he will wipe away a thousand tears of sorrow. Please trust me, in the difficult period i had (you know when lar) i was in Msia with you right? I sang my heart, i gave my heart and do whatever his work calls for, and i even gave my gut to him. He did not answer my prayer in the way i wanted. Instead, a totally new dimension is introduced. I tell you, even if Sai is to tell me to choose again. I would tell him i prefer the life now than i ever had before. Relationships are nonsense if you do not have someone to share your love for bhajans with.
For people like us, who thinks that bhajan is our life-blood, is our food, is our sole happiness, is our life-breath, let's not have anyone stop us from developing this special love and this special hobby (if you like to say it). Saint Meera said, " I dive deep into the ocean to find this pearl, let me not lose it." she was refering to her love for bhajans.
In Anil Kumar's talk, he talked about Happiness. Happiness lies in making people happy. But apparently, i always do the opposite! Anyway, he said Happiness is Union with God. How to get that Union. Please, i am sure you know that. Bhajans for us is the easiest. You know, before i undertook the 'act' ( i dont wanna say, coz God knows he might be reading my blog!). I kneel before baba, starting to cry already, i told Baba i don't know what to do about it. Please, i leave at your lotus feet, please guide me. And after that i did not think anymore of it. Then, things start to take place, people start talking to me, distracting my thoughts, i tell you, its one after another, until every 'morning' i fell down dead on my bed, giving me no time for sorrow! Such is how he took care of my 'escape' ( the one you talked about in your blog). As i sit down to think about it, i begin to feel emotional because of HIS detailed care and love for me. Trust me, one tear you shed for bhakti love, he wiped away thousands and hundreds. You were surprised at how i managed to 'escape' so easily. I think HE is the best person to ask. He's got the answer for you.
I love you cousin! You are my inspiration too. When my love for bhajans begin to waver, you were there to kick me into actions with your harmonium. OK la, we inspire each other. Just that i never play so well as you la. eh, i not full time nutritionist lar, i never work only study that.
I know you will do fine. I am not worried about you at all.