Strangely, right about i put a full stop to my last post, i have been very busy. Busy with what? haha... surprise surprised, someone really came to my rescue. Watched MAMMA MIA, which was really good considering that i like ABBA and all that classic stuff, and after that i met my friend of 4 yrs! wah time flies man. Haven met him for 3 years (i met him for the first time 3 yrs ago!). and life goes on that week, with lots of rushing for assignments and one test. I was telling my cousin that i have never been so busy in my life before. I always thought it was poor time management, but no there is no time to manage, have to squeeze in every single bit thus resulted in lack of sleep and occasional mood swings!! pardon me ple, if i have been hard on you. Weekends are here, tuitions are here too! Oh...and i received a good news, tinglin made one of my wish came true! She got back her results, those interested ask her...
Since my wish came true for the last post, i am going to do it again. HOTPOT TOM YUM at Thai Express someone please, i will treat u Ben & Jerrys to cool things down after that. Sounds great huh... lets see..... :)
LINYX posted at Friday, October 03, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
Soooooo no mood today
I woke up at 11+am and i jumped out of bed as i am suppose to meet Jon at my gym today, thank God he smsed saying it rained(meaning he is not coming). So much for gym and keeping fit. I need more sleep than anything. and i need more motivation then just energy.
Its been 3 days since i dreamt of him in that stupidly vivid dream which i wish didn't happen. Now my thoughts are fill with Zzzzzzzzzzz... Its not nice as i always thought i was over him. Oh well. People think i am strong, nono... wrong again. I am not as strong as you think. I wish he didn't have to go. I wish he would come back soon. Get a decent job here cmon'. Money isn't everything.
Hence, i cant do my homework, i cant sleep, i have no mood to go out.. i donno what i wanna do...super no mood today. Not my usual self. Perk me up someone.... please.....:0
LINYX posted at Friday, September 26, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
I am sorry
Firstly, i would like to apologize to those who have come under my sudden outburst these few days. I shall save the explanation to later. I would like to apologize to Miss S. for my sudden blurt on Thurday, ok, i know its an accusation. Sorry about that. I shall not talk anymore after school on Thurday. My excuse of being tired is not valid because everyone is tired on that day. I have been having bad days last wed and thursday. School work is weighing me down during the day and i am haunted by my dreams at night. I really have no place i can escape. My bad dreams have caused me to wake up in the middle of the night wide awake and after that feeling very lethargic and easily irritated. I am really and extremely sorry to those who I have caused hurt to. I really didn't mean it. I should have just shut up then and there.
I was quite irritated today also when i received an SMS from TL that she did not bring her homework today as i expected her. So i punished her by asking her to do another paper. It was not so much of anger but much more of worried. I would be nice to her if she would have been more responsible. I have been TOO good to her i think. I just hope i am not taken advantage and i hope she appreciates my effort. If not, i really don't feel like giving my heart and soul dedicately trying to save her results. You know, after all it is HER results. I could have no taken up such a big responsibility to teach her. Sorry TL. But you got to prove to everyone you can do it.
Lastly, i wander if i should attend bhajans tomorrow. It has been two weeks since i last went for Monday bhajans. I long for the time when i am free and with no stress about school work. Gone are the days. And also, i wanna go Parthi on the 23rd too!!!
LINYX posted at Sunday, September 14, 2008
